Maybe if you helped me, I'd get it right



You feel hopeless, and homeless
and lost in the haze of the wine

And I sang my song to you, your smile was priceless

Reality checks are the worst. They just hit you in the face and there is nothing you can do about them. No matter how far away you get, they slowly creep up behind you and remind you of what you do not have, what you cannot have and what you will never have.

Alone we are fine, but when we're two we are eternal

It is very liberating to never have the need to explain anything. Embarrassing comment after embarrassing comment and you are still there.


I'm in love with your honor, I'm in love with your cheeks




All of these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind
Of the curl of your bodies like two perfect circles entwined


So many foreign worlds, so relatively fucked

Focusing on one thing. Driving in one lane. Reaching for one goal. What happens when you realize that that one thing might not be meant for you? What happens when you want something you can't have? Perhaps you have the best car filled with the best gas, but the lane is all screwed up. So it hits you. Suddenly everything else is harder, requires more thought and consideration. All other things require energi and patience. Stepping outside your box.


I've been sat in this seat now for hours, reading my book like a map

I can now cover myself up in colors of blue and green. Float through the sky with heavy bass in my ears and you on my mind. Dive off roof tops into deep pools of intense energi. Embraced by waves of clarity. Waltz into the night in an evening gown, accompanied by my dearest and go piggy- back riding.


Yes

It has finally arrived. The day that I can take a nap at five in the afternoon, the day that I can sit on my roof and wonder what you are doing at that exact moment.


There is still a part of me that thinks we might get on

The lyrics were inaccurate and that makes me so happy.


We got lost there for hours, until August fell

Your foolish pride is what keeps me from giving you more
So the best thing I can give to you is for me to go, leave you alone
Because you have got growing up to do

I should know who I am by now

Wake up, get the mail, go to school, a cup of tea with a friend, sleep. These were the patterns, the daily routines. And then came you.


Guide me into the morning light



And you would be the last thing I saw coming,
I'm still surprised


Don't you know that there's really no such thing as an endless night?



Walking around with no control. Ready to take on any form.
Knowing of the disapointment that awaits.
Manipulating your words until they lose all meaning.
Abusing your tone until I find what I am seeking.

This is pouring rain, this is paralyzed

As I back away from society, I cover myself in words. I do this in order to spare myself and everyone else from the vulnerability.  These wise words represent the version of myself that I want the world to see. But there is more. There is another part that one only gets a glimpse of  whenever I get the chance to unlock everything, whenever I get the change to embrace the freedom. I would have never predicted the trust that we share today.

But don't hurry and speed

In that second just realized that you are somewhere out there, having the same feelings as I do and just waiting for it to happen.

See how they resemble one another

Honestly, I am slipping. I am losing all self- control. Falling into the trap of greed, optimism and expectations. Call me in the middle of the night and I will reveal all secrets. They will expose and uncover themselves. The information that you long for is waiting here in this trap. It is just a matter of when you call.

So far, so good. She's absolutely wasted.

There is a song that prefectly describes the life I want to live with you. But I would never dare to tell you, as you would flee. I am scared of you never returning and the song losing its meaning.


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