Where in the world have my priorities gone?

I have so much to say, so much to express. But I just can't seem to get it out. And honestly, I don't think I want to either. I want to lock as much of this up so I can open it up whenever I need a boost, a kick.

 Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be

It is amazing how people who do not even know each other can come together when times get rough. People need other people, physical contact. It is just our human nature and it is as simple as that.

And I stare at you
You wear nothing
But you wear it so well
Tied up and twisted
The way Id like to be

Du håller ingens hand, du tror att alla skulle titta då.
Men jag håller din ibland, för det är kallt och jag fryser så.

Finally everything is perfect. This type of state of mind usually doesn't last that long. But it has lasted quite a while now, and will continue to do so. Everything, all of it, just feels so good.  

      

It's a rush I can't explain
Like you shot something crazy into my veins
   

One of the most painful things to see are christmas lights, tacky christmas lights. I remember my family taking the van and driving over to some random neighborhood in the Richmond area. There was a house there that was extremely decorated. Every inch of the roof, the porch, the front door and the lawn was completely covered. People would park outside just to stare and take pictures.
We drove there every year. So, in a way, the house wasn't tacky. It was beautiful because it was a tradition of ours.

Start wasting my time
Let's rent a sad movie
and drink some bad wine
And stare at the sunset

Because I've got too much on my mind
Give me no good reason why 
Start wasting my time

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

I have come to the conclusion that too little sleep results in good days. Quite strange, but it's alright. The problem is, however, that this won't work in the long run. But, I figure I'll deal with that later. Right now, I need the good days. Damn, they're awesome.