Snakes & ladders

I just babysat for the first time. It made me feel motivated. It's crazy how entertained you can be by a simple game of tag. Nomatter how old you are.


You die when you're young

I promised myself I wouldn't do certain things, but I did them anyway. I promised myself I wouldn't look forward to certain things, but I did so anyway. I promised myself not to think about certain people, but I thought about you anyway.   

There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be

I wouldn't mind having you in my life forever. And what is strange is that I'm not freaked out by that thought at all.


I'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you

People may talk a lot of crap. And yes, some of it might be about you. But honestly, their crap doesn't mean anything. Because you are one of the strongest people I know. Both mentally and physically. And you mean the world to me. Screw them.

Well, I like this world

If I could swallow the sky
And the mountains too, I'd do it
So there'd be nothing to fall on you

You are safe child, you are safe

Stress, stress, stress. But honestly, I'm kind of enjoying it. Having energy, being motivated. I guess it's better than just floating around. Although, foating around has become a favorite. If that makes any sense. However, no matter how motivated or spirited I feel, I still feel like a coward when it comes to certain things, which I would rather not. But, then again, isn't the purpose of floating around just.. letting things come as they may?  

- Tired

I came here with a load, and it feels so much lighter since I met you


In open fields with wild flowers

Once again, please excuse my little freak- out session earlier today. I love you.  


It's never safe for us, not even in the evening

I would just like to write and write and write. If only you would read these words. Everything is so obvious, really. And everything just floats on, really. Only eight weeks of school left. Which means only eight more weeks with you. What a relief. What a drag? Well, you sure aren't a drag. You're more like a bonus. Like I said, if only you would read these words. Then, maybe I would get my bonus on time.   

Now I'll never dance with another

Please give me a lead, something to go on. A piece of yarn, or even just the shortest string of thread.

Hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight

When you looked me straight in the eye, that's when I knew something had changed. I am not sure if the change had to do with you or me but, I could sense that something was different. Easily. It must have had something to do with the puzzled look you gave me. Or, more like curious rather than puzzled or confused. It was as if you were trying to figure me out. Was I that hard to read? And I thought I was just sitting there, transparent. With the words 'I love you' written on my forehead.  


See you soon

Don't place yourself on a pedestal. Because before you know it, others will be placed higher, and you will be stuck there.


In a bullet proof vest with the windows all closed



Everyone has their obsession
consuming thoughts
consuming time
they hold high their prized possession
it defines the meaning of their life
You are mine

They're our objects of affection
that can mesmerize the soul
there is always one addiction
that just cannot be controlled
You are mine




Because your smile is beautiful and it makes me happy

Nunspeet, Amsterdam, Volendam, Het Loo, Puttgarden, Keukenhof, Delft.
A good week, full of surprises. There's more than just what's around here, you know.

Always one foot on the ground



I can't believe that we would lie in graves
wondering if we had spent our living days well

I can't believe that we would lie in graves
wondering what we might of been

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