The unknown is often assumed as something negative. And I was one of those people who believed in this definition. I was afraid of who I was becoming. I thought something was wrong with me, the social butterfly who all of the sudden became calm, reserved and quiet. That was a side of myself I hadn't seen before, and I was terrified by it. I didn't want to be one of those invisible people in the background. The anti- socials. But, the clarity I have now has changed everything. This isn't one of my "you're- a- strong- woman- be- yourself- you- can- conquer- the- world"- texts. No. It's just that.. things are finally falling in place for me. Sure, it could just be that spring is on its way and the sun is out more often nowadays. But, I don't think so. It's so much more than that. It might be absolutely horrifying, discovering a new side. It wasn't like I was prepared for this whole mental acumen. However, I don't feel the need to stop it either. It feels natural. This side of me was probably always there. It just wasn't dominant at the time because.. maybe I didn't need it. Do I need it now?