I promised myself I would never edit things. Never erase them. So I won't. Forget what I said. But just block it out. Move on, make choices. I will. I'm fading things out. Unnecessary bullshit. Not forgetting, not erasing. Just fading out until time heals and until the clouds give me space to breathe and think for myself. I can't be under the influence of romantic Beatles- musicals, no matter how incredibly mindblowing and beautiful they are. I can't hide behind big words or powerful phrases. It's done and over with, for the time being.