Marty (my computer), is acting crazy. First, everything freezes. And then, all of the sudden it starts playing Ragoo. I swear I never pressed the play- button. insane.

There are a few special songs in my music library. Songs that I only bear listening to when they occasionally come on through shuffle. And I can't seem to switch as I have forgotten I left the hold- button on. I have a couple of these songs. They're kind of sweet. One of them is called "Norah Jones- Somewhere over the rainbow". Another "Jason Mraz- Stand by me". When I downloaded songs such as these, I figured they were just covers. I would just have to listen and see how good they were. So, what's so special about these songs? They are covers indeed. They sure are. However, not by Norah Jones and certainly not by Jason Mraz. Not at all. The songs have been covered by other people. Some by what most of us would call amateurs. Others by undiscovered stars.. perhaps? I honestly don't mind these songs. But, I would just like to make one request. See, there's one thing I don't understand. Why would one want to put their song under a fake name? The problem is that many people get annoyed by the whole thing. If they download Jason Mraz, I'm guessing they want to hear Jason, and no one else. They later on take their aggression out on others.. or on their blog, much like this? Well, I don't write to put others down. I Just wish people would be more comfortable with themselves. Sure, all people are different. Not everyone wants to put themselves out there. There are alot of people who encourage this though. On the other hand, there are probably more who enjoy speaking their mind. Maybe a little too much. And maybe I am asking of too much. It's just a shame. So much talent.

For the past three days, this estate agent had been texting my phone. He kept on updating me on this house in Stockholm. The latest offer he had recieved was 1 730 000 SEK. Sorry man, My budget was 1 729 999 SEK. So he called me today. He sounded so confused. But, at the same time, he was absolutely convinced that I had put a bid on the house. He kept asking me if I was interested. Oh well! He was nice to talk to, I guess. I love getting unexpected calls. I reckon that proves just how lonely I am. But that's just what I need right now. I'm a strong badass independent woman..! 

Lately I've been thinking about people; people and their destinies. People often talk about soulmates. Do I believe in soulmates? To be honest, I do. I don't believe that there is just one person out there for each and everyone and that the universe will bring those two together. Let's be realistic. However, I do believe that several people can be meant for eachother, and if one of those people happens to run into another, then good for them.

There's this rule. It's a rule that most girls abide by. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to expose this rule to my readers of the male gender, but hey, if you've seen today's music videos, you've probably seen it all. Before you read on though, I must explain that not all female friendships have rules like these. But many. And there's nothing wrong with this rule. But to be honest, it gets broken quite a bit.

Short version
A chick can't take another chick's ex. But the second chick might really like the first chick's ex. And the first chick's ex. might even be the second chick's soulmate.

Long version
The rule basically consists of two girls and a boy. We've got one girl(Let's call her Muriel) and she's got a boyfriend(Let's call him Billy Bob). And then there's Muriel's best friend (Let's say her name is Tabatha). One day, a very tragic day, Muriel and Billy Bob decide to end their relationship. A few weeks later, Tabatha starts to get feelings for Billy Bob. Oke oke, this was difficult, let me just get to the point. Tabatha suddenly finds herself is a sticky dilemma. You see, if Tabatha decides to put herself first and get into a relationship with Billy Bob (Providing Billy Bob is in on it as well) Muriel will most probably be furious with her. But then again, if she decides to put her best friend first she might miss out on a beautiful relationship, maybe even the love of her life.. her soulmate.

Therefor, my question is: If someone happens to find your soulmate first and even though the two decide not to continue their relationship, should that stop you from taking your fate into your own hands?

Gud var jag verkligen, verkligen inte har lust att bry mig längre. men fyfan vad jag gör det ändå.

Sometimes I wish things were different. Like, I lived somewhere else. Somewhere where the sun is constantly shining. But, where it rains all day, everyday. No rainbows though, only occasionally. I wish I were more independent. And stronger. Don't we all? If only I were somewhere massive; massive and rich. And I could just get lost whenever I felt like doing so. Just let go. And sometimes, I wish I had red hair.